12:40pm // Thursday I wish I would never experience the feeling I felt 2 years ago again but today says the opposite of it. It didn't as painful as before, all because I decided to back off earlier this time and he clearly shows no effort. I just thought he was different, so I gave him a chance. It didn't take that long, I'm already feeling he's that type that does exactly the things that you explained that has hurt you in the past. Here I am, wondering when would be my turn to feel genuine love. I'm fine with being alone but sometimes I just want to feel being treated right after all the hell I've experienced.