Hello everyone! For the first post of this blog, I just want to explain the roots of this blog lmao! Basically, this blog existed for almost a decade already. I've been trying to get access to this blog for so long and finally I managed to access it last night. After going through my archived posts- which was super cringey lol, I can see that how I loved to express and share my activities and my feelings online. Thus, I think I should just continue blogging and share anything that I feel like sharing :) For the ones who feel like reading my blog, you are most welcome to do so. I'm also open for any discussion on anything since I also wish to use this platform to spread kindness, knowledge and positivity :) Anyway, I really hope that I get to manage and update this blog as frequent as I can because I really love sharing lol. Have a nice day, bye for now!
This is the beginning of every thought that I have once in a while and does not need any title for it. At this moment, I feel very tired and overwhelmed. Maybe I slept with a heavy heart while crying and praying to God, please let me sleep so that I don't have to think this much. This week has been draining me emotionally, idk why. I feel unmotivated to finish my work, I mean it's done, but it still requires a little touch up here and there. As much as I understand about myself, not being able to do that would equal to "you're weak" and "what's wrong with you?" and also "you need to do something". All of this is to make sure I feel good about myself, despite people around me, reminding me that I'm doing fine. My friends obviously are going through the same feeling as me, unmotivated. Besides that, I've been pushing myself to not look too unmotivated and make myself look fine in front of them hence to continue to motivate them since ...
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