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(random) Update - version 2

Hello :)

My life is getting busy, thanks to the assignments and tests ;) Currently in my seventh week of semester 1, final year but my mid semester break will be next week. A week, I can rest and finish some work at my own pace, thank God! Just wanted to update that I had a migraine and I basically slept the entire day despite I'm fasting :,) At least I made it until berbuka lmao. Just finished studying and planning to kemas my room a bit. I'll be sleeping alone, onwards for at least 2 weeks (?) since my roommate went home for the break. Anyway, I feel kinda frustrated for not being able to finish my goal for the past few days. Then suddenly today migraine, but somehow I managed to catch up a bit. Nothing to submit pun actually, but more to saja nak finish my work. At least as for now, I managed to finish revising for tomorrow's test. I'm planning not to push myself too much since dateline lama lagi and bukannya I have no progress at all right? Other than that, I just want to express that I'm grateful for the strength that God blessed me with. I mean, sakit pun I still have the motivation to keep going and get my work done even sikit for a day. At least there's progress right? Just a reminder for anyone who reads this to never push yourself too much, appreciate and praise yourself for being able to do something even sikit je. I really hope this drive would stay until I finish this semester, about 7 more weeks to go :) 

That's all I got for now, have a blessed week <3

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